If anyone reads this and understands what I’m describing — please don’t dismiss it. I’ve been a student at Fawaq International School for ten months. From the outside, it’s just a private campus like any other. But from inside, something is off. I lose time. I lose control. My hands will start shaking when I haven’t moved. My thoughts feel jammed halfway through. And sometimes, in the middle of a sentence, I forget what I’m saying — like my mind has been spliced open, mid-thought.
There are people doing this. Not ghosts. Not systems out of control. This is being executed by Saudi domestic intelligence, internal defense-linked telecom operators, and possibly signal warfare teams embedded in the civilian grid. They do not arrest. They override. And they know how to hide it — because it doesn’t leave a mark. I know other students feel it too, but they stay silent. Or maybe they’ve already given up.
I wouldn’t have come here if I’d known what kind of control this country allows over our minds. I’m writing this because silence is what they want. If I stop speaking, they win. If this message disappears — believe that I was telling the truth.